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THE WORDS “MENTALLY ILL” AS A CATCH-ALL FOR ALL MANIFESTATIONS OF MENTAL ILLNESS….FROM ANXIETY OR DEPRESSION OR ATTENTION DEFICIT TO CRIMINALLY INSANE…ARE OFFENSIVE. I HAVE FRIENDS WHO THEMSELVES OR THEIR FAMILY MEMBERS HAVE FORMS OF MENTAL ILLNESS WHO ARE PEACEFULLY FUNCTIONING AND PARTICIPATING AND CONTRIBUTING TO LIFE. THESE PEOPLE WHO MURDER ARE CRIMINALLY INSANE AND THAT SHOULD BE THE TERM TO DESCRIBE THEM. PLEASE READ THIS HEARTBREAKING LETTER….RSK
Written by Liza Long, republished from The Blue Review
Friday’s horrific national tragedy — the murder of 20 children and six adults at Sandy Hook Elementary School in Newtown, Connecticut — has ignited a new discussion on violence in America. In kitchens and coffee shops across the country, we tearfully debate the many faces of violence in America: gun culture, media violence, lack of mental health services, overt and covert wars abroad, religion, politics and the way we raise our children. Liza Long, a writer based in Boise, says it’s easy to talk about guns. But it’s time to talk about mental illness.
While every family’s story of mental illness is different, and we may never know the whole of the Lanza’s story, tales like this one need to be heard — and families who live them deserve our help.
Three days before 20 year-old Adam Lanza killed his mother, then opened fire on a classroom full of Connecticut kindergartners, my 13-year old son Michael (name changed) missed his bus because he was wearing the wrong color pants.
“I can wear these pants,” he said, his tone increasingly belligerent, the black-hole pupils of his eyes swallowing the blue irises.
“They are navy blue,” I told him. “Your school’s dress code says black or khaki pants only.”
“They told me I could wear these,” he insisted. “You’re a stupid bitch. I can wear whatever pants I want to. This is America. I have rights!”
“You can’t wear whatever pants you want to,” I said, my tone affable, reasonable. “And you definitely cannot call me a stupid bitch. You’re grounded from electronics for the rest of the day. Now get in the car, and I will take you to school.”
I live with a son who is mentally ill. I love my son. But he terrifies me.